How i Am Feeling Now...

We fall in love, hard. The beggining of our love story are always the sweetest.

Its the middle, and the end, of our love story thats bitter.

After falling out of love, we tend to lie to ourselves that we neither love nor care that person who used to occupy our hearts, anymore.

But aren't we deceving ourselves?

You still tend to stare at that person you love when she's not watching you.

You still tend to restrain yourself from picking up the phone late at nigh. Only to find yourself dialing her number just to hear her sleepy voice. Only to realise you're being a moron and quickly putting the receiver in its place.

Admit it. -_-

You somehow lie awake at night, staring at the ceiling from the comfort of your bed. Only to realize that you're still thinking of her.

You somehow do things that reminds you of her without intending to do so.

.....

Like I said. In life, you can't always get what your heart lusts for.

Especially you.